today was

boring and quiet and dreary. missed the train, didn’t go into town. will have to go tomorrow instead. i’ve been sitting in bed since i got home - just before 3pm. now it’s 9pm. i’m bored. tired but not sleepy, and too hot (way too hot). watching episodes of friends online. had some steamed veg. i feel bad saying i’m lonely but i am. i used to have people i could talk to all the time and pop pop pop one by one they disappear

my bedroom feels like a prison

i’m probably just being overdramatic

either way it’s still depressing as fuck